Back To Basics

2010-01-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

Ok I decided that I'm going on a long hiatus.

Prolly gona shift my thots somewhere else.

will update u guys if i do !

2010-01-21T23:10:00.002+08:00

Crying seems to be the only way to relieve this immense stress that has been piling up.

tried controlling myself the past few days ..

n I thot home is the best place to relax myself and you are my best source of comfort .

sadly ...

u had to be the one to trigger my tear duct.

I dun wan to rant abt that insenstivity issue again.

hate the rollercoaster rides u bring me thru ..

2010-01-20T14:00:00.004+08:00

Finally done packing my room after several months of procrastination !!

YAY !!

looking at those notes and textbooks makes me miss school alot ..

derek was telling me how he thot of me the other day and how much he misses draggin me to lecture every other day when I owis complain to him that i dun wan to go for lecture ..

dang !

u bet how much i miss those days now .. =/

den again ... life goes on ...

hehe.. cant wait for cny's gathering with the peeps .. hehe ..

2010-01-17T23:12:00.003+08:00

I need a miracle this month.

been feeling rather edgy lately ...

no idea wads it thats bothering me ..

I jus feel that I needed something to spice up my life ..

everything seems so boring n dead ..

nothing seems to excites me anymore ...

something seems to be missing in my life ..

sigh ..

its all abt wrk n wrk now ...

$$ and $$

everyday we SLOG ...

sloggin to meet mth end..

sloggin to pay off endless bills ...

sloggin to save for your marriage...

sloggin to pay for ur car, ur house, ur children ..

sloggin for i-duno-what.

" work for money lo "

how meaningless can that be ...

damn.. what am i exactly moving into?

slog,save,slog,save,slog,save

$$$$$$$$$

its all abt that dollar sign aint it?

I noe im impractical..

I've always been and I always cant stand/hate practical people..

nothing wrong abt them but ya.. we are jus of totally different frequencies ...

I spent jus as long as im happy .. I splurge..

I dun think twice on the things i wana buy ..

this is me ...

no .. THIS WAS ME ...

but somehow .. I noe I cud no longer be me ...

ARGH.

seriously, at this juncture,

I've no idea why im complaining so much ..

no idea why the fuck am I so grumpy abt .. =/

IM JUST DAMN BORED.

blah blah blah ..

what happen to my oh so exciting life ?!

2010-01-16T13:43:00.002+08:00

Random-ness.

dwn with a bad flu and the after-effects of the medication is awful ..

My head is oh so heavy and Im feeling so groggy ...

lying in bed din make it better... =/

roars!

2010-01-13T16:30:00.000+08:00

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

Love: It's not just in the air. It's calling your cell and whispering in your ear.

Your love life is currently a very busy place -- and a pleasantly crowded one, too. You're entertaining four earthy, practical astrological energies in your house of love, all of them intent on getting you together with someone who's just as respectable, responsible and practical as yourself. If you're single, your chances of meeting someone you'll actually find intelligent and interesting are really, really good. If you're with someone, snuggle up and plan on spending some time alone. It's time to fall in love all over again.

WOW.

2010-01-11T00:17:00.002+08:00

This is more den jus astounding to me.

2010-01-06T23:07:00.003+08:00

29th at King Louis

Vivocity.

Food was okay cept that the food was rather cold when served.

Thot it wud taste better served warm...

Service was really good thou ! =)

Twas a happy happy day !

I'm extremely delighted !

I bought some nice cheesecakes for baby today,

hoping to give him a lil surprise.. but instead,

I GOT SURPRISED !

Clover Leaf for us.

One Leaf for is for love,

One leaf is for health,

One leaf is for honor,

and the last leaf is for wealth.

and ... ALVIN n the CHIPMUNKS !!!

I seriously never thought bf wud actually get it for me ..

randomly showed it to him online someday ..

n I got it today ! awesome-ness !

I love my chipmunks! Max! *beams*

Thank you baby !

2010-01-04T06:44:00.002+08:00

Its freaking 6ish in the morning..

n dang ! how nice is the weather to sleep in today !

up this early to send my brother off to serve the nation today ...

haha.. glad am I to be a female ! *chuckles*

As much as Im excited for him tht he's gona be a REAL man soon, a part of me's gona miss him for 2 weeks ..

wonder how's life gona be in there with nth but jus men n trees .. brrrr

bet oscar will miss having someone to sleep with too ! hahs !

All the best bro ! thou I noe you wun get to see this already.. hehe..

Anyway, its the 4th again !

First monthly-versary of the NEW year ...

Tons to say ..

but shall keep it for one emo day ... hehs...

Happy 29th to us =)

2010-01-03T11:53:00.004+08:00

Long Due pictures..

xmas eve's eve at zouk...

kinda think that clubbing is way passe for me ..

age is definately getting it into me ...

prefer so much to jus chill now.. heh ..

One random day ..

One random trip to sentosa underwaterworld. hahs.

this is fun !

fishhy fishhy fishhy ....

beautiful isnt it ?!

Favourite.

Pinky dolphins! they are so smart and adorable !

At wave house. the new big thing. ha..

kinda learnt alot from dear of the different creature living beneath..

he's practically like my LIVE miwi.. haha..

beginning to appreciate the wonders of them ..

well.. still procrastinating abt learning to swim..

that prolly might be my new year resolution. ha!

went to PS after tat ..

n ta da !!!

catch of the day..

WITH JUS 9 BUCKS !!!

these creatures sleep with me every night..

n ends up on the floor every morning... whahaha..

=p

ok.

last pic of the post.

FINALLY ...

NEOPRINTS !!!

hehehe..

2009-12-25T10:47:00.002+08:00

A part of me regretted gg to zouk on wed.

I MISS OUT THE LIMO !!!

grrrr..

anyhow, its christmas !

hope xmas was good so far folks !

thanks for all the blessings and wishes sent ! =)

my phone didnt stop ringing till this morning.. lol

Xmas was far more den boring this year ..

sry i had to use boring but i dun feel chrismasy at all .. haha .

maybe I was too tired to enjoy the arrival of my favourite day of the year ...

or maybe its the ambience or the place .. ha ..

or maybe its the AGE tts catching up ?? hahaha..

not the best christmas, definately not the worst lahs ..

I had my best few years back thou ! (yum yum !) haha ..

christmas' suppose to be romantic, full of love and presents !

received my best gift so far frm ting ..

nothing expensive but its the surprise that makes me smile ..

MY ONE N ONLY XMAS CARD THIS YEAR.. whahaha ...

cant wait to see the updates of my dear frens on their lovely christmas.. keke ..

pictures will be up laters !

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE !!!

2009-12-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

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2009-12-17T08:47:00.004+08:00

Gloomy weather ... Gloomy me ....

Shud I give up ?

2009-12-15T22:05:00.001+08:00

SHIT N MORE SHIT ...

TMR IS MY OFF DAY N I NEED TO GO BACK TO MY OUTLET AT FREAKING 930 AM.

AGAIN. ANOTHER OFF DAY BURNT.

WAD THE FUCK.

ARGHHHHH!!!

I CANOT EXPLAIN HOW EXASPERATED I AM ...

2009-12-12T07:45:00.002+08:00

My night has to end with loads of shit

( not bcos of baby but bcos of wrk )

n My morning has to start with loads of shit ...

I literally broke dwn the moment I was awaken by a text message early in the fucking morning ..

I swear wrk is killing me bit by bit ...

cant sleep well without drinking a little ..

cant rest well on my off days ...

cant eat properly during my lunch break ...

cant enjoy a day without a throbbing headache ...

( I haf no idea when I started having migraine but I noe its been 2 fucking weeks of headache at the same area)

cant show that im angry even thou im fucking angry ...

I noe I'm whining like a loser now ..

I noe I need to learn how to handle n cope with my stress ...

I noe I need to learn how to handle people more effectively ..

I noe I am a manager and I need to kio ppl's sai ..

I noe at the end of the day ..

all the responsibilites and burden will fall straight right on my shoulders ...

I noe this is the real wrking world ...

but I cant fuckin give a damn now ...

All this shit are making me damn short tempered and temperamental ...

( n poor baby has to kena it frm me.. n I'm sorry abt it )

ALL BECAUSE I HAVE SELFISH STAFF ..

KNNBCCB.

( sry fer the crudeness. cant help it )

Managers are human too.

I seriously need to get a grip before I go crazy at these people ...

U have no idea how badly I need a scream now ...

n yes my head is still pounding .

Ok.

*deep breath*

off to work.

2009-12-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

I cant wait for my long break !!!!!

2009-12-09T01:28:00.002+08:00

Twentee eight ..

short n simple dinner at hogsbreath ..

we are almost running out of places to go ...

heh.

that always happens when a couple is together fer too long ...

both will end up cracking their brains for places to go

n most prolly end up going back home ..

haha..

how i miss the dating periods..

bleahs ...

been really busy and tired lately ...

the amt of stress is accumulating day by day ...

everyday is a competitive day ..

everyday is full of challenges ...

n jus when i thot i was doing pretty well..

today .... paragon had to break a record and hit a 26k ...

sigh..

n i thot i was jus laggin behind the first by a little ...

there goes my highest DPB ...

grrrrrrr ....

Im so disappointed and demoralized ..

ARGHHHHH ....

2009-12-07T23:52:00.001+08:00

Miss falling in love .....

2009-12-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

Quick update before I crash ...

Graduation Photo taking last Sunday...

Cant wait to see the final peek-tures !

Gathering with all the managers on tues..

not full force thou ...

n Retail Therapy today !!! <3>

Shopping makes me happy ! =)

Going back to wrk tmr after 2 off days ..

I'm dreading it already ..

My to-do list is piling up !!

Roars!

On a lighter note ..

Jody is 28 mths old in approximately 10 mins time !

yay! ^_^

ok time to crash ! night folks !

2009-12-02T13:12:00.002+08:00

First meeting yesterday with all the managers ...

8 freaking hours of meeting almost killed me ..

Most of the time I was jus staring into space n yawning ...

figures, staff issue, customer issue, promotions..

blah blah blah...

alot of adjustments of mindset for me ..

I NEED TO MANAGE PEOPLE NOW !!

soft skills.... hard skills ..

sigh ..

I'm feeling the stress bit by bit .....

boos.

after meeting was a gathering at mic's place ..

madness.

monopoly n more monopoly..

haha!

pics will be up later ...

I so wana get a BULL DOG !!!

I canot stop toking abt it to the boyfren ytd night ..

mic's dog is dope!

2009-11-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

I AM VERY VERY VERY MAD !!!

2009-11-26T08:51:00.002+08:00

When the flu bug hits you..

its worse den running a fever ...

my night was practically spent sneezing away ..

n I woke up like a dead zombie this morning ...

I'm wishing for a 2 days medical leave now ..

boos.

2009-11-25T08:53:00.002+08:00

Its mid week !

busy busy busy ..

n I've got like 101 pictures to upload ! grrr ...

My last week at suntec already .

Finally gona move on to the next stage with effect frm e following week ...

ovewhelmed with mixed feelings ...

there comes more burden and responsibilities ...

n the travelling time to wrk sure gona kill me in no time ... =(

abrupt ending here !

time to go to wrk ! booz !

2009-11-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

disappointed.

2009-11-22T11:07:00.002+08:00

Weather is surprisingly awesome today ..

feels like Ive missed the sun for so long ...

I'm surprisingly up early on a sunday morning ...

woke up at ard 830 a.m.

My body clock is totally haywired now ...

I guess ppl sleeps lesser when they get older ..

how sad ..

I feel like I can go on n on and complain abt everything under the sun ...

its gona be the time of the month again ...

emotionally unstable.

bahs.

Miss you ..

2009-11-18T23:59:00.001+08:00

Nothing beats having a glass of red wine by my side now ...

LOVES =)

2009-11-16T22:27:00.002+08:00

It jus makes no sense while ur trying to help, it results to something else ..

he thinks im giving attitude?

HELLO?

Worst is.. I dun gain anything in helping at all ...

Why did I offer to help in the first place ?

*u make mi slap myself*

Why did I wana bug my fren everyday to get things settled when he himself jus lost a granny n I had to be so thick skin to call him at the wrong time jus to get things done for u n ur mates?

yes.. business is gained at his side as well ... but a favour means a favour ...

n now TWICE the favour...

shudnt take people for granted.

Im not you.

I was pretty annoyed when u kip saying that I need not be there at the wake ..

I felt bad/paiseh enuff for not being at his granny's wake ...

I jus wana get things settled, confirm everything and close case once n for all ...

I wana make things easier for my fren and not trouble him during this period anymore.

you duno my plight and situation NOW.

cos u dun haf to do anything much.

n ur not the one asking for a favour frm someone else.

I noe I offered to help out of goodwill for you ..

but please.. its ok if u dun appreciate me gg thru the trouble or maybe no one in ur team will even remember ..

I NEVER ASKED FOR A THANK YOU OR ANYTHING IN RETURN

but dun make it seem its for granted that Im doing it ..

try switching e roles ard ..

I bet u wudnt even go this far to help my frens.

H.a.t.e this

PUI!

2009-11-15T20:57:00.002+08:00

Meet up with the gang ..

Like FINALLY... haha..

FNGF's 23rd ! =)

It was a nice and cosy dinner with the gang ..

alot of catching up ! Endless topics to talk abt ..

Really happy to see kervin all ready and prepared for the wedding...

A Husband and a Dad at the same time !

Gona see them real soon in Dec again...

Geez! cant wait !

That aside...

Im oh so happy with my new replenish of my mask !

this time.. with more flavours !!

thanks syl !!! =)

2009-11-15T00:24:00.002+08:00

Shud have gone with the gang ...

arghhhh.

luckily bobby sent me dwn to east coast ..

else I wud haf felt like I've wasted a cab fare dwn ..

barely sat for an hour, mostly in a world of my own n listening to some music which I thot they were lousy n den home sweet home..

Boo!

Boring ....

So here I am ... staring at this boring screen of mine ...

bloggin on a Boring sat-ur-day night ...

Baby is "finally" sick after all that HECTIC trainings n lack of slp.

Hurhur..

sometimes I wonder why ...

n especially when some people jus dun care abt ur well being ..

n wads the point of complaining n being unhappy after everything ?

whats the point of pushing urself so hard when some people jus dun see it?

Whats the point of talking behind people's back?

After all that sacrifices and wadever ..

well.. I jus dun get it.

anywhow..

Get well soon dear.

love ya.

2009-11-11T23:29:00.002+08:00

A tad lazy to blog ..

let the pictures do the talking .. =)

2009-11-09T00:26:00.002+08:00

Couldnt really explain how am I feeling now ..

sad to say.. its monday yet again ...

Its a cycle we dread every week ...

Time passes so fast that I can barely remember how I spent my day ...

Like u say .. Life's funny... even up till now ..

den again .. Like u say again .. Life's too big to be even dwn for a moment ..

ur aspirations .. ur dreams ... ur words ..

I cant help but let them take an impact on me ...

be assured I'll bear them in mind ...

All the best mate .. =)

Bon voyage.

Its time to have a good sleep..

n pull myself together for a whole new week of responsibilities ...

Weekend.

prolly wasted half of it ...

I guess maybe its time to put it aside ...

I've been like a baby for too long ...

I vaguely remember how was it like to be special ..

I can barely remember how was it like to be place as a priority ..

I miss being .................

den again ..

I'm honestly happy for all the boys for finding their way back into love again .. ^_^

All the best boys!

2009-11-06T23:16:00.001+08:00

Weekends are here again !

I had a goood friday...

YIPPIES! =)

2009-11-03T23:24:00.002+08:00

Good news. Bad news.

A day of rollercoaster rides ..

I especially hate tues due to all new announcements after meetings ...

be it good or bad ... I jus hate last min changes ...

Today .. I received the most shocking news ever that can happen to me..

honestly speaking ..

Im still in a state of shock ...

no idea how should I react or handle this new "burden" ..

never expect it to come this soon ...

My target was 6 mths... but its only my 4th .... heh ..

but still, I mus give myself a huge pat for all the hard wrk that Ive put in ...

Now, I'm praying hard for baby's COC tmr ...

*kipping my fingers crossed*

2009-11-03T08:37:00.002+08:00

Lethargic on a tuesday morning ..

Ive been feeling more den tired lately thou Ive exactly 8 hrs of slp ...

noe wad that means?

age is catching up ... =(

time to brace myself up a little for the mth of nov ..

bahs!

I miss my boo...

2009-10-30T08:59:00.001+08:00

I woke up today... took my first step...

n realise the pain is gone !

haha! I duno if its the weird cream or prolly its already healing ...

but thanks thou ! =D

once again ..

TGIF !

2009-10-29T08:41:00.002+08:00

I got a strong urge to jus login n blog before i head fer wrk ..

but this post is prolly gona contradict all the other recent posts ..

no idea how to potray my thots in a more tactful way ..

but im sure im feeling more dwn then ever ...

its the toe. the hassle caused by the toe at wrk. the money spent on cab caused of the toe.

the attention i didnt get cos of the toe. the fugly sight of the toe.

the pain caused by the toe cause i can only walk on the side of the feet.

its the toe. the stupid toe. the stupid shoe that caused the toe.

no idea why my emotions are totally wrecked bcos of this.

maybe cos I wana perform and do well at wrk.

but its hindering me.

I dun wana tk MC ...

maybe cos every morning i wake up to this toe, i feel like cuttin it off ...

maybe cos when i end wrk.. I hope u'll be there... but ur not ....

Im an idiot. Im a fuck up attention seeker with a fuck up toe.

off to wrk.

2009-10-28T08:47:00.002+08:00

My toe is screaming for HELP!

swollen.painful.

It is almost hideous looking now ..

In a few weeks time, I noe its gona be worst ...

I cant do my pretty pedis anymore ..

my toes are fugly ...

my toes will look like a freak in heels ...

cant even wear covered shoes now ...

cant even walk properly n Im contemplating whether to cab to wrk now ...

I am so Fpekchek !!

n Ive been so since yesterday ..

ARGH !!!!!

@#$%#@%^%$#^%$#^%#$

2009-10-27T14:19:00.003+08:00

Nike Human Race 10 km 2009 ...

24th October

Thou its only 10 km.. u guys gotta agree its a HUGE achievement for me !!

for people who know mi .. I seriously detest running ... =/

n especially to get up at such early hours jus to "torture" myself ...

but I guess its all worth it ,

running for charity n most imptly ... for Baby Toh .. =)

n its the first time we run together !!!

(FYI Jody has never went joggin together BEFORE)

tough journey for me as I suffered frm bad blisters in the midst n i had to struggle thru to finish it ...

I almost wanted to gif up at the 5th km .. thank god baby kept pushin me on ...

I felt bad delaying his timing as a result .. =/

we took 1hr n 34 mins to complete it.. whahaha...

The proud finishers !

(ok maybe im the only proud one for the rest have completed 42km before .. hehe)

definately a memorable experience for me n for us ...

something that we completed together... as Jody ..

I was a little overwhelmed with feelings when baby held my hands thru the last lap n struggled my way towards the finishing point ... hehe ...

I suffered frm serious aches n blisters after tat ...

n I think my toe nails are gona drop off after some time due to the shoes.. =(

I swear i'm gona get proper running shoes if im gona run again ..

( doubt I will again =x)

Ok whats to conquer NEXT ?

anybody wana teach me how to swim? LOL!

n dear dear said, I will always stay by u even thru the toughest times ..

hearttts <3<3<3

2009-10-26T08:46:00.003+08:00

Here we go again ..

embracing another new week ....

the last week of october ...

Im feelin' a little jaded this morning ..

prolly its due to the bad aches that im suffering frm the aftermath of the run ..

prolly its the sore eye this morning ...

prolly its jus another day of mood swing ...

prolly its jus the monday blues...

prolly I am hoping for something ... something that will mk mi feel better..

heh.. I duno ...

certainly do hope my mood will swing back as the day passes .. =)

gona update pics of last weekend when Im free tonight ...

Have a great start of the week folks ! n of cos not forgettin my frens who are still studyin ... all the best for the upcoming exams! =D

2009-10-19T17:05:00.004+08:00

Last Friday..

to Lunar with baby's cousins ...

Dress for the night .. =)

Its my first outing with the tohs ....

quite an experience thou .. haha..

couple 1 ..

couple 2 ..

the newly wed c0uple who kept us entertained the whole night..

keke..

by the time i reached home.. it was ard 3 am ...

n i had wrk in the morning the next day !!! haha ...

I swear I was like a walkin zombie at work ..

Age is definately catchin up with me .. =(

Stayed over at baby's on sat ...

n we gave our new ride a clean wash ... hehe..

my first time washing a car with baby ..

I love that feeling !!

( thou most of the wrk was done by baby .. =p)

after which, baby went for training ..

I went for a spin while waiting ... hehe ..

that explains the camwhoring .. =x

I love the car .. totally ..

I was very touched when baby told his colleagues he bot the car bcos of me ..

Was abit surprised cos I only knew the reason then .. keke ..

Ive always wanted this model .. and this colour ... hehe ..

hw sweet right? ^_^

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albeit all the quarrels and misunderstanding, am glad that our bumpy rides are now over ..

Im beginning to get used to the kind of life now

.. n of cos i wudnt be able to do it without baby's help ..

his constant msges when he's not with me physically reminds me that he is thinking of me ..

his late night calls even thou he is so tired after a day of sailing tells me he wants to be there with me .. ( thou he falls aslp halfway while toking sometimes.. hehe)

his assurances given when i feel insecure ...

It was these changes and compromisation that he made that makes mi at ease . =)

I noe u will read this ..

I love you dear ..

Thank you for standing firm on us..

Thank you for loving me .. =)

*shaker hugs !*

PS : I WANT TO WATCH FUNNY PEOPLE & 500 DAYS OF SUMMER !!!

2009-10-14T20:21:00.001+08:00

LEOPARD PRINGS ... DWN PRINCE EDWARD ROAD ?

hahaha..

Give Ris Low a break !!

2009-10-13T09:00:00.001+08:00

Can I dun work today, tmr and day after ???

I think its the PMS ..

All moody and the cramps are already starting to kick in .. =/

2009-10-11T12:58:00.004+08:00

My Daddy is in hospital aggggaiiiiinnnnnnnnn .......

haiz ..

Boring Weekends ..

ARGH !!!!

how far would you go ?

2009-10-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

Am I really up for it?

this is seriously demoralizing ...

mentally torturing ..

I need some motivation !!!!

or rather I need a break ! =(

2009-10-06T23:46:00.004+08:00

After a long day at work ...

What a woman need is a listening ear ...

n What a man need is sleep ..

2009-10-05T22:31:00.004+08:00

Ive been really busy and tired lately..

thus the lack of updates...

Here's a few random pictures of last weekend..

This has got to be my fav.. everyone look so cool !

He waved at me. =x

A spectacular experience..

what matters most is the company that makes the experience so worthwhile..

I would love to go again next year.

PADDOCK PLS ! hehe.

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Our 26th month.

@ bugis junction ..

the food was OKAY only.

nothing fantastic.

I still prefer taiwan xiao chi ... heh..

dear dear says our pic look exactly like the ones who took during our 2nd mth together..

haha !

I totally agree !

hehe..

some updates of my life ..

my career has reached yet another turning point..

good or bad .. its still too early to judge..

but im up for a new challenge this month ..

Im keeping my fingers crossed..

praying that i will pull thru it smoothly..

im more den worried abt my capability and of cos handling people ard me ..

wish I could tok to someone.

a little encouragement wud be so much nicer..

it jus makes mi VERY STRESS ...

all the comments i get are

" its like tt de lah "

" aiya.. dun care them lah.."

" jus do ur stuff can le lah..."

haix..

im very much jus ranting ..

Im effing drained frm wrk.

gona hit the sack now.

toodles !

Im playing with fire.

2009-09-25T00:03:00.003+08:00

I've finally finished watchin 命中注定我愛你 !!

I am totally in love with that show ..

jus sets me thinking abt my future husband and wedding !

hopefully he will be as sweet and endearing as the lead actor..

its hard to find sensitive and meticulous guys nowadays..

HOKAY!

i feel so bimbotic now.. haha..

keke..

Have you met ur 命中注定 ??

*grins*

2009-09-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

Haven been blogging for awhile ..

been a tad lazy lately...

some pictures from last saturday @ Zirca ...

RMIT BASH 2009

A night of catching up, booze and dance ... =)

The rest of the pictures can been seen on FB ..

enjoyed myself that night ..

but i thought last year's bash was SOOO much better !!

hehe..

I miss school so much !!!

that aside ..

some updates ...

1) My dear fren Kervin is gettin married in December !

am so thrilled for him ...

n again, another fren gettin married ..

GOSH !!!

2) Yours truly will be transferring again ...

thou im not lookin fwd to it ...

but i guess its another challenge that I haf to face yet again ...

bahs !

I am totally annoyed with guys who are obviously attached and yet goes ard adding gerls and msging them on FACEBOOK.

n I wonder if your gf noes abt it ..

Get a life lahs !!!

Ok thats all for now.. bye !

2009-09-18T22:27:00.002+08:00

Its friday today ..

Everyone's embracing the long weekends ..

but I'm not a least bit happy ..

I hate this weekend.

that aside,

something brighten me up a little today.

shall skip the details.

*Grins*

2009-09-16T08:27:00.002+08:00

Its Mid Week again ...

Soon, we will be embracing another new year in 3 more months ...

yet another whole new chapter ...

Time flies so fast that I can barely remember what Ive been doing for the whole year ..

heh ..

gone were the days of slacking at home ..

gone were the days of skipping school ...

gone were the days of buryin myself in tons of notes and books ..

gone were the carefree life that we used to have ..

gone were pure frenship n love we used to have .

that's life .

it keeps changing..

it keeps moving on ..

n so do humans .. =)

2009-09-13T23:47:00.002+08:00

Haven been doing any proper blogging fer awhile ...

Many things happened over the week ..

n I guess things' been resolved for now ..

I thank you for being firm and believing in us ..

we wud have been walking our seperate paths now if not for ur persistance ..

I hope I can find that faith soon ...

We caught JUMP on sat with the boys and Harry's after that fer their usual soccer matches ..

JUMP was definately worth watching !!

I really had a hell of a time laffing my ass off .. haha..

Two Thumbs Up !!

Its a happy sunday fer me..

my lovely bunch of students surprised me with a belated teacher's day gift !

I am SOOO touched !

Now I've got my very own Teacher's Report Book ! =)

n a little surprise birthday message frm them !

I'm so gona miss them when PSLE is over ...

I kinda regretted not being able to be a full time teacher. =/

o wells.. heh ..

I LOVE MY STUDENTS !!

n guess wad ..

Yours Truly signed up for .....

Hur Hur Hur Hur..

I canot believe myself either ..

Running was my most hated thing to do ever ..

My bff had to even drag me with her during my 2.4 run in my sec sch days..

n now 10 km ?? haha... I mus be kidding myself ...

sigh .. I'm runnning for you dear dear Toh ... (n of cos fer charity lahs)

First n LAST !!!!

Jus thot it wud be nice to complete something together ...

it would be a significant moment for us to remember.. =)

( thou its only 10 km but its a BIG FEAT to me !!! )

Ok shant rant anymore ..

Monday is here ..

n I'm feeling the blues already !!!!!!!

good night world.

2009-09-08T23:19:00.003+08:00

I realised I have yet to overcome myself.

I have yet to come to terms with everything.

If I hadnt know ..

If I didnt know ..

Probably I wont be struggling ...

Probably I wun haf butterflies in my stomach all the time ..

Probably I wun haf so little faith n trust ....

...

happy moments are shortlived.

2009-09-08T09:08:00.003+08:00

No idea how should I start blogging ..

Had a fulfilling weekend (I think?)

Monday blues' over ...

still havin my cramps thou ...

I came to a decision of taking up the greatest challenge of my life ytd ..

n I was a tad excited abt it ..

but things took a turn at night n Im seriously wondering now ...

I'm still now undecided ..

sigh.

Its tuesday morning.. and I'm feeling oh so fuckin drained and tired ..

I duno why am I so mad abt some stuff ..

I'm not exactly very eager to attend it either ..

but for sure your out of my wedding invitation list .. ( that's if Jody makes it )

I jus dun like the idea of the change of plans and it doesnt really seem to bother u much ..

The whole saga made mi feel so fuckin extra and i'm not impt in any other way .

One min this.. One min that ..

like a freakin ball being thrown ard ..

I am jus buay song.

buay song that my feelings are not being considered.

buay song abt everything !

yea im pissed.

so fuckin pissed !

I dun care who reads my blog and whoever is going to chance upon this..

I'm seldom or never this angry abt someone who's not even "related" to me ..

but well .. heh ... too bad i guess ...

I dun see the need to help someone when on another hand ur commentin all the bad stuff abt her all the time ...

n that person aint ur CLOSE fren in any way ...

life is such huh .

IRONY, I call that ..

once again,

Women are sensitive creatures ..

AND I AM ONE SUCH CREATURE.

ps: I'm cursing every min n sec abt it =)

2009-09-02T15:03:00.002+08:00

People have been askin me wad i want fer my birthday lately ..

so.. to save the hassle frm thinking and cracking ur brains ..

Here goes ...

Birthday Wish List

1) Watch ( taken )

2) Burberry wallet

3) Chloe Perfume

4) Hongbao $$$$$

5) Car ( daddy pls? )

haha.. =)

2009-09-01T09:56:00.001+08:00

Its only being uncontactable for 2 nights ..

Its only a birthday ...

I chose this path , din I ?

2009-08-30T22:03:00.002+08:00

不平衡 ...

2009-08-30T18:23:00.004+08:00

Convocated !!

28 August 09 marks the end of my journey in SIM ...

Thank you for all the wishes and gift frm my beloveds ...

n of cos..

people who have walked thru my 2.5 years in SIM with me..

u guys definately hold a special place in my heart ... =)

thank you for every help and joy u've given me ...

My grad bear n flowers frm baby ..

Family ..

My beloved daddy ..

flowers frm syl, zw and ej too ...

thanks !

with keith ! =)

Graduate loh !!

With misfits ..

Ma lians ..

How I miss the orientation day with the fugly yellow tee !

I wouldnt have make it without them ..

Thank you daddy n mommy khoo !

My chio lao bu ..

the man whom I got to noe thru my classmate, ray .. hahaha...

Thank you dear ..

Off to Timbre !!

We are all happy graduates !!

kinky.

No more Nerds !

F.R.E.N.S

n last but not least ..

Thank you all for the lovely flowers n bears !!

especially to my sweetest bff who sent a surprise bouquet to my place !!

I so cant wait to meet that busy gerl !!

2009-08-27T23:45:00.001+08:00

The sunshine that bring smiles to me everyday =)

I love this silly n noti dog of mine !! =)

2009-08-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

On the other hand ..

I thot this colour is nice too !

This is so going to be on my birthday wishlist !

I finally recieved my anniversary pressie today after waiting fer sooooo long ...

Double happy ! =)

2009-08-25T09:20:00.001+08:00

I need a new wallet as my gucci one is spoilt already !

I so want this nova check wallet lahs !

pic credits : stylo mylo

2009-08-23T13:21:00.002+08:00

It was yet another rough night ...

I think I tend to say things out when I'm drunk ..

n that's a bad thing..

I lose self control ..

I love my boyfriend ..

too much ..

but things are different lately ...

like what nana said ...

I need to find the balance ..

however I'm still trying to find that balance ...

I'm still trying to adjust ...

i mentioned we've been quarreling more than often recently ..

n I realised that we've been too comfortable in our comfort zone ..

we are taking each other for granted now ..

how do i right this wrong ?

...

you noe ..

I'm scared ..

but i never wana admit to anyone that I am ...

I'm so scared that i wana run away ...

that i thot of giving the relationship up ..

but i realised I love my boyfriend too much to give it up ..

n ive come too far to let it go now ...

I see a future with him ..

I so wana spend the rest of my life with him..

I'm jus toooo scared...

n so i supressed .

I supressed too much ..

why do i always see a problem while no one does ?

I wana change myself ..

I really want to ..

I wana kick these negativity away ..

I wana kick these inferior complexity away ..

I wana kick these tears away ..

I wana be happy even when I'm drunk ..

I wana be positive.

but HOW?

2009-08-21T09:17:00.001+08:00

I SO WANT THIS !!! =/

T G I F !!!

2009-08-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

Horoscope for the day :

The Bottom Line
Today is a good day to make a clean sweep of things -- tidy up and you'll cheer up.

In Detail
There's a difference -- a big one -- between being understanding and being naive. If you feel that someone out there has been doing their best to work you, don't take it for a single second longer. Put your foot down and announce that the game has officially come to an end. You've gone out of your way to do everything you could for all the people around you. If that generosity hasn't come back to you, call a time-out. Enough is enough.

2009-08-19T21:28:00.002+08:00

Some Outdated Pics ...

Last day before I leave paragon for shenton ...

With my lovely colleagues...
CROs.. =)

Gona Miss them !

.
.

Up next ..

Joycey's 21st Hatchday !!

Really happy to see ALL of them after so long !

My pretty gfs !

It's my third day at my new wrk place ..

thing has been going well so far ..

but I feel a little stress up having to assist the area manager everyday =/

on a brighter note..

ITS MID-WEEK !!!

2009-08-16T01:04:00.001+08:00

I miss my boyfriend. =/

2009-08-15T18:03:00.001+08:00

大喜事 !!!

My bff is getting married !!! =)

2009-08-15T00:42:00.002+08:00

It was a rollercoaster ride for me today at work...

plus that upset body of mine ...

it kinda made things worst..

n I guess I didnt handle my own emotions well today ..

n baby became a victim of my mood swings ...

I snapped at him with the most ridiculous things that I thot I would have never said ...

it took me a while to realise that I was being unreasonable and not understanding at that

juncture after sending out that text ...

I guess my emotional strings got haywired this evening ..

kinda shocked baby n his frens ...

but I'm thankful that he remembered that I was sick n thus was pretty chill abt it ...

we managed to talk things out and cleared the misunderstandings ..

I'm sorry about the sudden snap ..

We've been quarrelling very much often lately ...

maybe I noe very well in my heart the reason why ...

I need to sort things out fast and get a grip before I lose control of the situation ...

I need to find US back soon.

2009-08-13T19:01:00.002+08:00

I'm on MC today ..

feeling like tofu .. =/

drove myself to the doctor...

n I reckon its blardy dangerous to drive when ur drowsy ... hur ...

2 more days before I head to a new place ..

n that's my fugly uniform ... heh ..
.

wanted to attend syl's bdae ..

but guess i better not pass any virus to any of them.. heh..

Happy birthday to you little man !! =)

2009-08-12T22:55:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's time to take a break .

2009-08-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, our feelings can almost seem to take on a life of their own.

There's no time and room for regrets ...

Cherish.

2009-08-08T14:37:00.003+08:00

I was blog hopping today and I got to learn that hebe's gettin married this year..

her wedding pics are REALLY gorgeous indeed ..

she has 1000 over pics ! can u imagine the amt of bridal dresses she gets to wear ??

thou our "relationship" is kinda complicated ...

am so glad that she's found a man who loves and pampers her so much like a queen ...

I think her husband to be is reaaaaally damn sweet to her !

the cartier ring is oh so beautiful ...

I'm so freakin full of envy ! haha !

I bet her wedding is gona be damn awesome ... hehe..

anw.. congratulations ! =)

Its my off day today ... n yes..

yours truly is at home nua-ing ..

fucking bored.

I've been so freakin tired lately ever since I started wrk ..

but I guess I'm not the only one who's facing these shit..

the only motivation that kips me gg to wrk everyday is pay day .. whahahaha...

I'll be heading on to a new environment in 1 week's time ..

a whole new adaptation again ...

hopefully I'll do fine and soar high ... heh ..

2009-08-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

4 more months...

maybe jus 4 more months ....

I cant wait ...

I really cant wait ...

2009-08-05T23:17:00.002+08:00

Jody's 2nd year anniversary ..

We went to catch "The HangOver"

n den ...

BabyLove treated me to a spa session @ lifespa !

n we got the couple room !! =)

It was definately a splendid experience !

would love to have more ! *wink*

n followed by a lovely dinner at bluebasil ..

i'm a tad lazy to upload the food pics here..

but I would give the food experience an overall rating of 3.5/5

and as for service...

5/5 .. perfect =)

At a cosy little corner.. with jus the two of us ... =)

I love you baby ...

It was a simple yet meaningful day with you ...

*hugs*

2009-08-04T00:44:00.005+08:00

Happy Two years to us ...

No matter how angry and upset and disappointed and cross ...

I still love you ..

n that's all that matters ...

pictures update laters ! =)

2009-07-30T22:52:00.002+08:00

Baby's Convocation 2009 ..

Congratulations dear !!

I was a tad moody the whole day...

God knows why ...

seems like I got up on the wrong side of bed this morning...

but deep dwn I'm really elated and proud of baby ...

Maybe I'm a little affected by some stuff..

I duno wana say why.. but its nth serious ...

or maybe I'm jus having PMS ...

I've been emotional unstable lately ...

I'm puttin on kilos unconsciously ....

I flare up easily..

I dun feel like going home after work ...

I feel fucking bored with my life ...

my face is having break outs ...

n my menses is late for nearly a mth already ...

I guess I'm under too much stress lately...

Maybe I'm thinking too much ....

I need to practice self control ....

I need to get a grip...

2009-07-26T13:06:00.003+08:00

This is gona be the hardest goodbye ...

in about 3 hours time .. we gona make our way to mandai ...

in about 3 hours time... we gona bid our last goodbye ...

still cant believe that she is gone ..

Is heaven really so beautiful like wad pris aunt said ?

n that its too beautiful that she doesnt wan to come back to us anymore ?

I seriously wouldnt noe ..

but I hope she will be happy and free of sufferings wherever she may be ...

sigh ..

I'm not looking forward to seeing her off later ... =(

Many thanks to frens who have sent their condolences ..

Wads the point ?

If your heart was with me .. If you really wanted to stay by me ...

ur instant decision den would be with me rather den askin me wad I want ..

I asked u to go ... cos I noe ur decision at tht point of time wasnt me ...

it was bcos u thot that I'm unhappy tts why u wanted to stay with me ..

n I thot .. wads the point ?

I rather let u go.

I shall not force myself to do things that I dun like or that doesnt come frm my heart ..

n neither shall I do it to u ...

bcos it aint every week tat I get to rest on both sat n sun ..

tell me about working things out ..

heh..

2009-07-24T11:11:00.003+08:00

Ive thrown away most of my softies ...

this is one of the precious dolls that i've kept with mi for 10 over years ...

she bot this sweet lil thing frm korea for me when I was little ..

I love it so much that I've kept it in good condition till now ..

we used to be very close when I was younger...

but we drifted apart ever since I became rebellious ..

but still, I noe.. all the time.. she cares alot for us ... esp my brother ..

she left us too suddenly..

too much regrets left behind ...

she wudnt respond no matter how we called out to her ..

she wouldnt come back to us no matter how we shook her ...

n so she's gone ...

for good ..

forever ...

to a place i called heaven ...

never did we expect that h1n1 wud take her away ...

never did we expect she wud leave us this way ...

Yi yi , I will miss u..

I will miss all the good memories we've shared ...

I will miss ur presence at my place ..

I will miss seeing you cycling near my neighbourhood ..

I will miss your laughter and everything abt u ...

rest in peace..

your son will be in good hands ...

2009-07-22T23:00:00.001+08:00

I miss my Weekends ...

Most importantly ...

I miss my boyfriend ... =/

2009-07-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

" A 42-year-old woman with co-morbidities (hypertension, thyroid disease) sought medical treatment at CGH Emergency Department on 18 July after 5 days of fever, cough, sore throat and shortness of breath. She was transferred to the ICU on the same day. Laboratory tests confirmed that she is infected with influenza A (H1N1-2009). She is currently in critical condition "

I was more den shocked when I recieved my dad's sms that my aunt is a confirmed case of H1N1 ....

I am praying for a miracle ...

n I'm keeping my fingers crossed ...

hoping that my parents wun get it ..

SIGH..

please take care of ur health folks ... =/

" keep fighting please ... dun give up ..."

2009-07-19T08:58:00.003+08:00

Weekends are soo short ever since I started work ...

am already looking forward to e next weekends...

time spent with bf seem so short now ...

I miss those times where theres jus two of us ....

jus two of us talking abt everything under the sun over dinner ...

jus two of us shoppin ard aimlessly ...

jus two of us chilling out ...

jus two of us going ard places in sg to try out new food ...

I miss days where we could snuggle the whole day n never wana let go ....

I miss days where bf's sms were ever so sweet and frequent ...

I miss ...

n I wonder if u miss ...

jus us .. jus jody ...

I miss those days...

where time was abundant ....

where its only u and me ...

I WISH I HAVE MORE DEN 24 HRS A DAY ...

2009-07-15T00:25:00.003+08:00

MahJong MahJong

I've been wanting to get a mahjong set since like duno when...

couldnt make up my mind when I was in hongkong so i ended up not buying..

I was surfin facebook n I saw siying's fren's hello kitty MJ tiles..

I thot they were really pretty !!!!

he got it frm China !

this is the one that he has..

so nice right !

they haf the gold version too !!

I so want this !!

PS: i dun like hello kitty and I dun like Jolin... haha.. I jus find the MJ tiles very chio... =x

I went to do a further search... n they also haf tiles like this ..

ahhhh !! so damn nice !!

but one set cost like a hundred over odd bucks on ebay sia ... = (

can I haf this for my bdae ? or maybe xmas ?

hahaha...

2009-07-14T12:35:00.003+08:00

Last Friday...

Winebar....

Night out with girls ...

( I kinda miss the night out on lisa's bdae with all the gerls...

haha... )

pretty lazy to blog ...

but I had one kick ass helluva night den ...

I'm stressed at work .. effing stress ....

dun wana tok abt it ...

now im missing days without wrk thou its only my second week of wrking life ..

GREAT.

" something are better left unsaid ...

be happy my fren .. "

Bored today..

nth to do ...

played with oscar..

that silly dog went to ransack my bro's bag and end up eating his vit C pills ..

now i wonder if he will be okay..

-_____- ""

blog hopped... blog shopped ...

den I went to read thru all my frenster comments ..

n I realised how happening I was den ..

almost all my comments were abt drinking, zouk, happening, clubs and all ..

haha..

but I'm unable to access to my 1 - 600 plus comments anymore =(

luckily I'm still able to see baby's first testimonial fer me ...

" pretty.fun-loving.friendly. this sweet little thingy has gone thru tuff r/s. been unlucky but u will nv be unlucky forever my fren. endure it there and grow stronger. NICE guys out there, she's a gem not to be missed. but make sure u r MR NICE. way to go gal and take good care. Cheers!!! =) "

hehe.. so farnie ...

it so ended up tat he is the MR NICE ? haha ....

LIFE is such ...

2009-07-12T10:26:00.004+08:00

My eyes are pretty swollen this morning ..

guess I let emotions got hold of me last night ..

was looking fwd to some time alone .. jus the two of us....

like finally...

but ... ... .. shall skip the details here....

heh.

tons of thots running thru my mind ...

find it no point telling anyone ...

cos I wud expect that same old few sentences of consolations coming ...

"no choice, thats life"

"u will get used to it.."

"its all up to urself..."

n blah blah blah ....

yea.. its me... Y does it haf to be me?

Y do I haf to be the one that's not okay?

haha ..

doesnt matter if no one understands ...

doesnt matter ..

I will be prolly be stronger n more independent someday ...

I remembered myself in this situation before..

n I remembered how I dealt with it ...

feels like dejavu ...

forgive me if wad I'm bloggin makes no sense here.. heh..

I jus needed to rant ..... hehe.

Its Sunday.

n I'm off to work now.. =)

2009-07-08T23:09:00.001+08:00

忍 !!!

2009-07-08T12:05:00.005+08:00

My last weekend of fun before I become a slave to the wrking life ...

Thursday..

K Lunch ..

its been ages since I sang to my hearts content..

we are two happy contented wananbe singers. haha..

us with the two dua neh nehs.. tsk tsk..

at villabali..

transformers after that...

I thot the ending was quite abrupt n disappointing..

I prefer the first transformers thou..

n come to think of it.. transformers was the first movie Jody watched while dating.. hehe..

as i mentioned earlier..

dear got called back fer duty on our 23rd mth...

I was very disappointed but i guess i dun haf much of a choice.. haha..

but sweet baby made it up to me by preparing this oh so yummilicious specialty fer mi..

knowing that i'm an oyster lover..

taaa daaa !!!

Oyster kilpatrick..

it was his first attempt n i thot it was fantastic ! ^_^

since we didnt get to spend 4th July together

( I spent it w part of the gang at andre's place.. fotos can be seen on FB )

n we so happen to see each other on the 3rd and 5th of july....

this shall be the collage of the 23rd mth ! =)

hehe..

n if u realised..

I attempted to change my parting...

BUT!!! i think it looks weird..

I changed it back immediately the following day.. whahaha...

ok back to my weekends..

SUNDAY..

we headed dwn to Crystal Jade for the xiao long bao buffet at holland village...

note: only holland village has XLB buffet.. other outlets only have steamboat.

2 servings of this

the almighty xiao long bao ..

i think we ordered close to 30 longs ..

we were all freaking full towards the end..

n the ma la soup was lethal..

blame it on the 2nd serving of the steamboat dishes by edward!!!

haha.

we couldnt finish the food.. thus we had to play Zhong Ji Mi ma to clear them ..

check out mic's tong ku expression.. haha..

n finally our dessert.

i like this alot.. its called the "gui hua gao" or sumthing..

in the past.. only the people of royal blood get to taste this... hehe..

I suffered frm terrible indigestion after that..

n I spent my first day of wrk visiting the toilet umpteen times.. =/

n tokin abt wrk..

I'm off today n that explains why im bloggin here...

undergoing tremendous stress now as I've TONS of things to learn

Damnit.

but anws.. ITS MID-WEEK ALREADY !! HO HO !!!

looking fwd to my sat off day so I can see my boyfriend... =p

2009-07-04T17:03:00.002+08:00

I miss my boyfriend ... =/

but I canot see him today cos he got called back for duty due to the stupid H1N1 epidemic ..

boo hooo ~

2009-07-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

Of Love ...

B.E.L.I.E.V.E

I chose not to talk about it ...

cos my blog says it all ...

the moment when the 3 words came out from your mouth out of the blue ...

I knew you've read n you've comprehended... =)

P.S : I love my blog.

2009-07-02T00:04:00.004+08:00

Maybe its not sucha happy wednesday afterall ...

baby sprained his ankle .

hope you'll get well soon dear ..

I duno why..

but I'm not embracing this feeling that I'm experiencing right now ...

I guess things have changed ...

I still miss the school days ..

I prolly havent move on ...

this is a test ..

for me .. for us ...

not lookin forward to busy days ..

cos it will definately bring us further apart ...

topics are slowly running out ..

no more intimate and small toks ...

conversations getting routine ...

for everyday is jus another tiring day ...

no more sweet messages ...

for everyday is jus another busy day ...

its all already beginning to happen ...

Welcome to the Real World , Jojo ..

Time to grow up ..

n stop being a hopeless romantic ..

I FEEL SO LOUSY !!!

ARGGGH!

2009-07-01T17:46:00.003+08:00

Today is a GOOOOOD day !

its a day full of GOOOOOD news !!

1st : Dear finally got promoted.

2nd : I've finally got a job.. tsk tsk ...

(but I'm still contemplating)

3rd : Dear Fion gave birth liao !!!!

Happy Wednesday !! ^_^V

2009-06-30T16:31:00.001+08:00

HELP !!!

Vandal Supreme from NIKE ..

Does anyone noes anywhere that's selling this ?

Please let me noe if you do !!

thanks !!

2009-06-30T01:41:00.007+08:00

Bear with me as I think I've got a pretty long post here..

hehe..

grabbed a few of my personal fav pics frm jer..

n here goes ....

presentation of the chio chio hat !
I like this !

love is all around ...

n i love my bff too !!

saturday !

to the barrage again ! this time in the day !

bu lai en .. with the wad goes ard comes ard statue...

with hunkys ..

beautiful isnt it?

Jody !

NTU.

after watching the race for awhile , we decided to head off to the

Southern ridges !

n again.. second visit there.. this time in the day too !! yippie !

I look so small beside dear !

taking me by the hand as we walked ... =)

n this gota be the BEST SHOT of the day !!

animals spotted on the bridge.

me with the boys !!

it was a good day spent ...

the boys never fail to make me laugh with their silly jokes and actions ... =)

stayed over at baby's on sat ..

n he sent me back home on the next day as he got a wedding dinner to attend

n myself, a birthday party...

I like baby's smile in this pic ... hehe

in fact.. I love all the pics we took... haha...

My colorful dress to suit the birthday party's theme.. haha

SOrry, I'm an ultimate narcissist .. =p

^_^

Jeez ! am I glad to catch up with these peeps !

its been a loooong time since i last saw them..

esp shiqi ~! hehe..

Tina's LOLLIPOP party..

I dun haf pictures with her in my camera...

shall upload it when I get it frm the rest ... hehe...

...

...

I was meddling with my hair today..

n i realise my hair is gettin longer !

trigger happy !!

but i think it aint long enuff to get some nice curls done ...

shud I straighten it??

shud i? shud i? shud i?

2009-06-29T20:58:00.003+08:00

NEWS ALERT...

apparantly someone is using my photos as her/his account on FB ...

please do not add her/her ...

Ive already reported this incident ...

fucking retard ...

click here to see ...

2009-06-26T09:44:00.005+08:00

Goodbye Michael Jackson..

there goes another era ...

I was shocked by the death of the iconic pop star, MJ this morning ..

thou I wasnt exactly an ardent fan of his...

he was the most memorable entertainer to me since I was a child ...

He was definately a gifted child and I dun think anyone can ever sing and move like him...

Its a tragic loss to the music world..

Live on thru ur music , MJ ..

R.I.P.

tragic news aside ...

I recieved a surprise breakfast delievery this morning !!

hehe..

Thank you love ! =)

2009-06-25T20:26:00.003+08:00

I jus reached home not long...

n I'm feeling oh so tired !!

but I had fun today =)

I ate 5 pieces of pizza and 1 apple strudel today..

n i feel so sinful now .. haha..

no one is indispensible in this world.

dun be an option.

dun be an alternative.

2009-06-25T02:16:00.002+08:00

I have problems trying to get to sleep lately..

tossed and turned.. tossed and turned....

I feel so unrested...

my body clock is definately screwed ..

somehow my 24 hrs spent lately seem to vanish frm my memory space ...

unaware of wad i'm doing..

its the same old routine everyday ...

I'm in need of a job desperately..

or at least something to occupy me daily ...

I'm hesitant to go out n meet people..

thou I've received tons of invitations for parties and meet ups ..

I duno why ..

I prolly jus dun want to ...

am confused..

dun wana mention why ...

but im feeling crippled inside ...

sigh ..

its funny why ppl add each other on FB when they dun even noe each other ..

lately a guy attempted to add me on FB ..

n this was his line ...

Michael Cheong

" Hi gorgeous... The honor is mine to be your friend.. :) Your eyes are so captivating... :) "

I'm pretty amused by it ..

cant believe there are still people who try to pick up girls this way ...

2009-06-23T22:26:00.004+08:00

Some random pics frm last week ..

jer's official 21st party..

still awaiting fer more pics !!

My bff n I !!

the pretty hats were done exclusively by jer !
Nice right ? hehe ..

n the very yummilicious and expensive buffet !

I heart the beef !

Lao peng you !

we look abit like witches .. heh..

AND..

introducing a new member to my family ...

OSCAR khoo !! hahaha..

he is really tiny n adorable ..

only 2 mths old !

sho cute !

this silly dog is afraid of the coke bottle.. hahaha..

seee ?

that silly oscar..

but still, i heart him to the max !

TODAY ..

I went for a really long interview ...

had 3 consecutive interviews ..

frm 10 am to 2 plus ..

totally shagged out by then !

NUA !

haha..

weather's really humid lately...

decided that its time to pamper my skin !

ta da !!

My rejuvenating mask !

cheap n good !!

n OH !! Butterfactory will be closed till 1st July !!

so dun be a ku ku n make ur way dwn there ya !

BACK TO TEE VEEE.. ^_^

2009-06-22T13:45:00.002+08:00

Here comes the MONDAY blues ...

I'm already at the last week of june n i'm still idling ard...

bahs !!

received news today that ButterFactory ( one of the hotspots in town )

might be ceasing operations for one week due to the recent case

of the H1N1 ...

seems like its not the first case that happened at ButterFact ...

so to all my frens who are still unaware of this n who have been to butter last wed..

Please monitor ur health closely !!

2009-06-21T03:25:00.002+08:00

A fren of mine finally started her own blogshop recently..

I'm so excited for her !! =)

n of cos to show my utmost support ...

I'm urging all of you ladies out there to check out their debut collection at

HER SHOP !!!

Very pretty dresses awaits you n definately more to come !

Start shoppin !! ^_^

2009-06-19T19:08:00.001+08:00

L.O.V.E

weekends are here !

TGIF ! =)

2009-06-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

Fake Degrees ?

RMIT University reputation at risk ?

I'm greatly appalled after reading this piece of news ..

BOO !

I puked today. =/