Ok I decided that I'm going on a long hiatus.

Prolly gona shift my thots somewhere else.

will update u guys if i do !

=)

Crying seems to be the only way to relieve this immense stress that has been piling up.

tried controlling myself the past few days ..

n I thot home is the best place to relax myself and you are my best source of comfort .

sadly ...

u had to be the one to trigger my tear duct.

I dun wan to rant abt that insenstivity issue again.

hate the rollercoaster rides u bring me thru ..

Finally done packing my room after several months of procrastination !!

YAY !!

looking at those notes and textbooks makes me miss school alot ..

derek was telling me how he thot of me the other day and how much he misses draggin me to lecture every other day when I owis complain to him that i dun wan to go for lecture ..

dang !

u bet how much i miss those days now .. =/

den again ... life goes on ...

hehe.. cant wait for cny's gathering with the peeps .. hehe ..

I need a miracle this month.

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been feeling rather edgy lately ...

no idea wads it thats bothering me ..

I jus feel that I needed something to spice up my life ..

everything seems so boring n dead ..

nothing seems to excites me anymore ...

something seems to be missing in my life ..

sigh ..

its all abt wrk n wrk now ...

$$ and $$

everyday we SLOG ...

sloggin to meet mth end..

sloggin to pay off endless bills ...

sloggin to save for your marriage...

sloggin to pay for ur car, ur house, ur children ..

sloggin for i-duno-what.

" work for money lo "

how meaningless can that be ...

damn.. what am i exactly moving into?

slog,save,slog,save,slog,save

$$$$$$$$$

its all abt that dollar sign aint it?

I noe im impractical..

I've always been and I always cant stand/hate practical people..

nothing wrong abt them but ya.. we are jus of totally different frequencies ...

I spent jus as long as im happy .. I splurge..

I dun think twice on the things i wana buy ..

this is me ...

no .. THIS WAS ME ...

but somehow .. I noe I cud no longer be me ...

ARGH.

seriously, at this juncture,

I've no idea why im complaining so much ..

no idea why the fuck am I so grumpy abt .. =/

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IM JUST DAMN BORED.

blah blah blah ..

what happen to my oh so exciting life ?!